After a busy, back breaking week at dad's, plus a way too busy social calendar, all I asked for was a little peace and quiet on Sunday to think for myself. However, the home phone rang off the hook and sent me over the edge. Between texting, Facebook, home phone, cell phone, Skype, email ... there is never a quiet moment where you're not communicating with someone. There is so much to do, not to mention the emotional toll I am under, I can't cope with it anymore. I have a big pool design that needs to be done asap, on top of dads care and preparing two people for an international move. I cannot deal with any more requests right now.
On top of that... I've been so focused on everyone else - at the end of the day, I'm still on my own. Time to focus on myself and my career.... Not a stay at home mom, don't have anyone to foot my bills. Time to focus on myself. Not selfish, but realistic.
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