Living in Limbo

Aug 4/11

Weird waiting around for the doctor's result. It gives me too much time to think. I was at dads tonight, measuring up some things for Craigslist. He just sat in the chair and watched me. I get to thinking... am I insane, attempting to drag us halfway around the world? Moving a sick man out of his medical net, and away from his friends. Giving up everything I've established here? Granted it's a rental suite and a car on it's last wheels. But it's more than I have there.

Making such a large decision for two people on your own has so much pressure and burden. You want to make sure you get it right, have looked at it from every angle. There's no one there to ask.. am I insane? No one there to tell you... you're not insane. You just need to be quiet, and go to sleep because you've had enough for one day. You've analyzed it front, back and sideways. You've set the ball in motion. Trust in yourself. And get some sleep!